If you don't know why then refer back to this post:
There are three parts if your really bored!!
The best news ever! While I watched it, I realized I was just thinking in the same way I was BEFORE. Before I was lied to and fraudulently treated by my ex husband. YEAH!!!
What does that mean? Well, I feel like it's been forever and I'm sure my friends and loved ones are probably thinking, "get over it". I know I have wanted to move on forever! Everyday I'm closer but lets face it, it's a slow go and I will never be the same. But there is one thing that I am finally getting past. The link between my ex, the anger and transgender.
Lets face it, I'm not mad about the transgender issue and my ex. I'm mad because of how and when he told me and the actions that preceded and followed. I'm not going to get into it because I think it gives them life and power but it had nothing to do with the actual act of transitioning.
I watched Bruce Jenner and I had the type of thoughts I had before.
-He's (She's) not hurting anyone, let him be happy.
-He (She) should be able to be themselves.
And on and on and on.
In the last 10 minutes of the program I was thrilled. There is hope for my angry confused and jacked up past couple of years. I want to be back to that soul that accepted people as they are.
Like I heard tonight, "If they are a good person before transitioning they will be a good person after". Bruce Jenner tried to be honest to his spouses. He was also struggling in a time that was SO far away from accepting differences along with being in the limelight.
Most poignant is all the "I'm sorry" he said. It's OK to be sorry that someone is hurt, even if your intentions are true.
So maybe I can put this life experience aside and start judging people at face value. hehehe
It's not like I'm going to TOTALLY change!
Next blog I think I'll chit chat about running and trying to run this Marathon next month. AHHHHHH!!!!!